Post by Harmonypaw on Dec 6, 2011 17:30:29 GMT -5
Harmonypaw
I knew you were somethin' special
When you spoke my name
[/font][/left]When you spoke my name
His tongue swept over her ear and she sighed in it's touch a fire spreading from her ear down her neck through her back and into her chest. It met with her pounding heart and spread through the rest of her catching her up in it's power. She looked up as he spoke agreeing that they couldn't meet here, in the same place. She felt excitement at the thought of venturing into his territory, and at the thought of meeting in secret in the twoleg nest. Her mind whirled trying to figure out which would be best and safest. Her mind knew that it would be safest if they never met again, but her heart fought against the logic of it, she didn't want to hear it. She wanted only to to know she would see him again. She needed something to look forward to, something that would keep her looking to the future. She glanced toward the island but knew immediately that would be to far for them both to travel, thought their scents would not be questioned there. It was then that she made a decision knowing that it may cost her the trust of her clan if she was caught, but the challenge and forbiddenness of meeting him on his territory was too much for her.
"I can come to the clearing if you're sure it's deserted." She said touching him with her tail tip. She trusted him, perhaps more than she trusted her clanmates, this scared her a bit and she looked away from him out over the lake. She knew their time was ending and she hated it but the sun continued to inch across the sky no matter how much she willed it to stop and stand still. She looked back at Finchpaw and sighed. She forced her self to pull away from him feeling part of her heart detach itself from her and cling to him.She turned and gazed at him her hazel eyes churning with sadness and excitement. Sadness for the end of such a beautiful beginning with this tome, but excitement for what was to come. "Let's say we meet at the quartermoon?" She said knowing that was only a few days away. and hoping she could stay away long enough.
Knowing that if she didn't make a decision she would try and keep him near her forever, she forced herself to look back toward her clan, and she nodded decisively. "Where exactly does this clearing sit?" She asked turning her gaze back to him. This would be her last question before they parted ways. She knew that parting this time would be the hardest, and part of her felt a twinge of fear that he would not meet her, but rather, send a patrol out to capture her, but she forced the thougths from her head letting her trust in him remind her that he cared for her, and she for him. She wanted desperately to tell him the depth of her love, but she feared that if she did she would scare him away. They had only just met but there was something different about this tom. Something she hadn't seen in anyone before, not even in Oakpaw. She flicked her ears back and looked away from Finchpaw once more her eyes clouding with grief for her lost mate. But she forced the feelings down and decided she would deal with them later.Having controlled her grief she turned back to Finchpaw and smiled lightly at him. "I'll see you soon Finchpaw." She mewed and leaned forward brushing her cheek against his and purring. Her eyes closed and and she breathed in his scent once more before forcing herself to pull away from him again.
She looked toward her camp again and turned toward it not wanting to leave, but knowing one of them had to leave first. She was a few tail lengths away when she turned to look at him over her shoulder her eyes found his and she breathed gently "I love you" Her words hung in front of her in a mist of breath against the cold air but she hoped he hadn't heard her. She couldn't bare the thougth of his embarrassment and scorn at her feelings. She turned and padded back toward camp hope, and love warming her so the cold wind barely touched her skin.
Now I can't wait
To see you again
[/font][/right]To see you again
(Lyrics Credit to "See You Again" By Mylie Cyrus )